Sigh

The last couple of days were a little rough, but one thing that I am really trying to focus on is what I do have.  I may not have a companion anymore, but I still have the following to be grateful for.  Today was one of the best days so far. I had some clarity and peace on things and was able to visit with a super great friend who's life was affected by his parents being divorced. He listened and I really appreciated his balanced view. It's amazing that people, situations and experiences come at the right time and the right place. I felt like today was one of those days. I am grateful for this tender mercy in my life. I feel as though I have angels around me.

I have so much to be grateful for.......  

• Loving Heavenly Father who loves me 
• Loving earthly parents and siblings
• Loving eternal family
• Loving and supportive Grandma
• Several friends at church, work and home
• Amazing calling and serving with amazing women
• Hundreds of children who I love and who love me
• Supportive and loving Bishop
• The gospel
• My temple blessings and covenants
• Good job
• Beautiful home where I feel safe and protected 
• Ability to work and make ends meet
• The love of serving others
• Amazing people who have reached out both in love, help and support
• The scriptures where I find strength, understanding and answers to my prayers
• Lords tender mercies every day letting me know that he is there to help me
• Prayer... The ability to pray whenever and wherever
• Priesthood...worthy and loving Priesthood holders in my life who I can call upon anytime 
• The temple and the blessings that come when I attend 
• My freedom 
•  Sweet nieces and nephews who I love and adore and I am pretty sure they love and adore me too.  
• Amazing church leadership 
• Amazing Prophet to guide and direct us 

I am sure there is soooo much I am leaving out, but I wanted to get my thoughts written before I peace out for bed.  I have so many things to be grateful for.