Oh yesterday...Yesterday was a big first. It was my 6 year wedding anniversary.  Of course I would be sad and was very sad because this is usually a happy day for couples to celebrate their beginning and life together. It has always been a very happy and memorable day for me. It's something I always reflect upon when my anniversary rolls around.  This is my first anniversary alone and I am still trying to figure what just happened and what will happen next.  I am very grateful for my day yesterday and for my loving friends and family who took good care of me and made it a great day. It was easier than I thought it would be because of them.  I was able to spend the night at my sisters house. It's always fun to be with her and her family. She has a very warm and inviting home and she always takes such great care of me while I am there. I love being around her kids and let's be honest.... they love me too! We ordered take out, we ate sugar cookies and cupcakes from "Sweet Tooth Fairy" and watched a good movie in our jammies.  We laughed, cried, talked and solved the world's problems.  We talked about good memories and we even talked about my hopes and dreams for the future. Yes... I have hopes and dreams for the future. I have high hopes and dreams of some day being a wife again and one day being a mom.  I look forward to that and hope and pray it comes my way. 

I can do hard things....., but I don't have to do them alone--thank heavens!