Just when I think I am doing fantastic (for my situation) and thinking...."I can do this" I have a rough moment, or a minor set back. I really truly feel like I am having more better days than not, so that is good.  I have conquered some pretty big firsts and some pretty big hills have been climbed the past couple of weeks. This weekend I took a little break from life and trying to do hard things and just vegged in the pool for 4 hours on Saturday. My friend Alicia, my sister Whit and Oakie bug went swimming!  We had a blast talking about nothing, everything and anything. Just good old girl talk.  Just want I needed.  We drank lots of Diet Dew, had a picnic by the pool and even had ice-cream.  Now that is what I am talking about.  :)  Today I have the Sunday blues.  Missing what I once had and hoping that I get to have what I once had again.  I have been doing a lot of praying and am thankful that I can pray anytime and anywhere even if it's in the bathroom at work. I tell my Primary kids that Heavenly Father is there anytime, anywhere all you have to do is pray. Today..... I did a lot of praying. Praying for peace, comfort and help for the pain to go away and heal my broken heart.  I am so lucky to have the gospel in my life, good friends, family, neighbors, co-workers, bosses and ward family.  I really liked this thought.  I think sometimes we get sooo caught up in email, text, facebook, pintrest, twitter and our cellphones that are super smart that we forget that we don't need any of those devices to talk to our Heavenly Father and he is the most important to communicate with. I am not perfect at all, but I try and I could try harder. 

I can do hard things... thank heavens I don't have to do them alone!